THE ASCENT

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It was difficult to realize…take note of the happenings around…

Every ounce of movement seemed to occur in high speed…

With no hubbub in the background….each step silent…

She tried to open her eyes…or were they already open?

The distinction of reality and a nightmare was blurred….

She tried to move…

Why was she in shackles??

Oh wait…

What was it tying her to the same spot??

She wanted to budge…. get hold of something…get hold of her…..

She so desperately wished to leave that spot….

The spot she was tied to…

It was as if the ground kept moving…but not her…

Everyone else seemed to swift past her…

Then why the hell was she struck there?

Why couldn’t she see what tied her?

How come the barriers turned invisible?

Why wasn’t she feeling a thing?

The shackles seemed to grip her body tight….

She should then feel the pain…shouldn’t she?

Why couldn’t she feel it?

How come the trap despite of its presence couldn’t be felt..couldn’t be seen?

Why were these questions coming to her??

Of course, she understood something…. oh goodness…what was it?

She knew there was trouble…or was it all fine?

If she wished to move… it meant she was sad being in such a situation…

Oh yes…sadness is a feeling…she could feel it…

The desperation…. ah…that was another emotion…

Oh maybe…she was not all numb…..

She could certainly sense some disappointment in the air…

Was it because of her…or just her situation?

She was confused…in doubt…. unaware…or just too aware…

Why was she in such a state??

Was she to be blamed?

Or just the ground for not carrying her along with it….

The situation was all a new low to her..

 

Amidst these questions…. another one struck…

Why wasn’t she trying?

After all, she had to free herself…of those barriers..

Those unsaid accusations…. those pointed fingers….

Those displeasing looks…

She wished to run…. not away…but through..

Through all those faces…swift past…

To the destination where she wants to be…. where she wishes to reside…

Run past through her fears…her confusion…her doubts….

Just run…

And rise….

Rise from the low that she had reached….

Rise to a new peak…

Of course she could try for it….

Rise from her own ashes…

Her tears would then heal her….

Who would then say that phoenix weren’t for real!

 

 

(because often it’s the deepest pain which empowers you to grow into your highest self!) cheers!

Well, did she succeed is a question for some other time. 😉

 

 

 

 

 

 

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